GAAAH!

gah! im so tired of this old theme of mine! i feel like changing it >< but i don't have any inspiration now. well, that day i was reading back my old diary. hmm, and i realised that i'm actually growing up :) its a good thing right? i don't wanna be childish and all. but yea :) growing up feels great! but, erm. it ain't that great sometimes :/
anyways. i shuld be facinf my book now. not facebook or bloggie D: signing out! bye readers!

emo much?

i cried all day yesterday night, my tears poured like rain. i can't help it but to cry. Well, it makes me feel useless. i can do nothing but cry, but what's the use? I'm a weakling. I have to make some changes! changes to my life! I want to be strong, stronger than ever. :) amen. my eyes was seriously swollen this morning, I really don't have the mood to attend my classes. But when i reach college i saw the liveliness in my classroom. suddenly everything became nothing. It was like i'm living in my own fantasy world. hanging out with my friends and all. Chatting and dozing off in class really helps in releasing stress. *giggles*

I wasn't paying any attention in class today, i was thinking about loads of things that i wish i could share. so i went a little down when our class came to an end :( u sms-ed dabao and lilijie. And when i saw a reply i was super happy :) that's the great thing about having friends :)

well, when i reach home, i really do not have the mood to sit down and study. I don't know why. My mind can't concentrate at all. Lucky thing i went KSL with mr bao. *exhales* thanks da bao :) had lunch and walked around KSL, i finally feel like going home. so, both of us took the bus and went home together. when we reach lilijie's hse, i somehow feel like going to Jusco. I.. really don't wanna be alone. Its scary. So, lilijie, dabao and miss jolin went to tebrau jusco after dinner :D

hey hey :D

u, u and u :)

smiles! 

NG? NOT! :S

i know wat are u asking now, ''why do girls always like to take pictures in the toilet?'' ans: because the lighting in the toilet is always superb XD okay, well, let's continue with the pictures shall we?

out of order? no, our friendship is still going on :P

nice skill photographer!

eleh, i need to adjust this XD

dun stare! i know its a bit blurry, but its still nice rite?

we wanted to head to starbucks but its way to stuffy to have a nice chat there. So, we decided to go secret recipe :)

dabao, are u really tht hungry?

hey gorgeous!! i meant jolin :D

teehee!

lilijie looks cute but dabao bu shuang ==

the ice cream we ordered! :d

chocolate indulgence!

pattern!

before we head home, we took some pictures with our almost-the-same-bags :D
teehee! this is our top model! we call him 'THE BAO'

its 1.47 now, im on the floor typing this blog :) thanks you viewing! guys! i miss you!!!! :D 

hey, bloggie

hey bloggie, i haven't update you for sometime now, i miss you bloggie! well, i've been having some rough days recently. :/ nah, not just days, weeks i guess. Haix. I've been emo-ing for the past few days. so many things happened at the same time. I don't think i can take it. but i'll try,  I'll stick to my quote, what ever happens, life goes on. cheers!  i miss my oldself again :( i want to be a kid with no worries, as we get older, we look things in too many ways which makes us think more :/ argghh. just get over it courtney! :(

Happy belated bdae bro :D

woke up in the morning and was scared to death credits to my dad == he knocked on the door sooooo hard that it wake me up from my beauty sleep *slaps face* i know i know. bu yao lian XD i thought that will destroy my perfect saturday. but it didnt~ that's a good news isn't it? well, bro brought me out with jie jie today :D

me with grey lens!

Grey lens! how is it? looks un-natural huh? i know. I'm so not gonna buy this colour anymore. I'll stick to those colour which are more natural, or maybe i'll just change to those transparent ones. :) well, bro picked me up and we off we went to cs! :D I was super hungry!!!! so we went to summer and had lunch! :D

the lovey-dovey couple <3

teehee! besides the getting-smaller burger. shuld i say burger? whatever. everything was okay. XD so we went to starbucks after that. when i wanted to belanja them. I found out that i only have RM20 in my purse == How in the world can i treat both of them!?

mocha and java chips!

the java chip today isn't as nice as the one i had in somewhere i don't remember == anyways. Camwhore time! :D

sweet!

the trios?

peace!!!

spot the angry bug! XD

reached home and catch transformer! GREAT show i must say * applause* i love it :D

Another happy day :)

I got my results today :( it wasn't that good as i expected it would be. But what can i do? i guess the only thing i can do is to study real hard huh? 5 hours a day? maybe. if i really wanna work hard. i should. 5 hours. that reminds me of someone who always study 5 hours :) well, dated with woman today! Sang in neway. i thought i recovered from sore throat. Looks like i haven't >< i can't sing those high notes that i usually can :/ but, its okay :) Atleast i feel soooo much better! Looking at my shitty results just makes me go nuts!

A little bit of caffein to brighten up my day :)

Me and woman chit chatted and laughed our hearts out. When we were in starbucks, a guy looked at jamie and smiled at her. hahahaha. because i was like, forcing her to pose! XD he just smiled. but i just cant help it! i like to help people to take those pretty pictures :D altho my skill aren't that good =__=

some random pictures we took there! Our drink looks attractive! :D sometimes, i just want the time to stop. i don't want to face the realities of life! But, this is our life. we should live it the way it should be. Mr.starbucks gave us a little whip cream. A LITTLE!!! as in very very very less! so miss jamie went and asked him to add summore. Looks like teenagers voice cant be heard == so, he just adds a lil' and say ' there you go!' jamie walks bek with a face of bu shuang-ness XD 

 teehee~ remember me hor woman!!!! :D

well, that's all for today. gonna turn in now * off lights* night night peeps! :)