Another wonderful year!

Hey guys! i'm going to update about my cny this year ;) how was ur dragon year? Has it been great? mine was quite ok. Altho its a little disappointing but still. I'm satisfied :D didnt went anywhere except relatives house :) i wanna go bainian!!! okok. i'm being stupid. anyways, bought a lot of new year T this year! But i only got the chance to wear 3 sets of them ><  gawwd. But its ok :)

So this is how my journey started. Woke up early in the morning and off we went to Yong Peng. A small city full with 'ren qing wei' :D we went to my uncle's shop. Its going to be demolish soon, so i took some pictures there! :D its a kampung. nice. u cant find this in a city like Jb ;)

kampung rite? its like everyone is enjoying life :D btw. they don't wear helmets when they're on their motor XDD after that,  we went to Port Dickson straight. when we reach there we had a bowl of cooling ice kacang and cendol. Oh! and rojak! XD

nom nom nom. This is how my fat started to grow on me >< they were the first dish i had XD after that, we went to mama's house. :D my cousins were there! Oh how i missed them :) Altho we don't meet that often, but we never run out of topics to talk about ;D Went to the beach after that! ;D took some pictures on the way! :D show u my pretty cousin sis!

we went to the beach to feel the sea breeze. Ah, its so refreshing :)

Its really really hot. We ate ice cream and the ice cream melted in seconds! i don't even have time to really taste my chocolate coated ice-cream :( oh well~~

my cousin bro soaking his feet in the cooling sea water ;D

nice huh? :) love the beach there!

little cousin bro observing the white smooth sand XD

after being under the sun for several hours. We went back to mama's house and have a yummy yummy tuan yuan fan! :D

 teehee!! yum yum yum!!

ok. After ALL the food, everyone watched tv, good for digestion XD NOT! Next up! firecrackers time!!! too bad i didnt get to take a picture of the pretty C-N-Y word we did :/ but atleast i was in that process XD

 to end my blog, i found this! dunno wat is it tho -.- wanna guess? :D
im gonna update bloggie real soon! bye peeps! signing off~

Grow up, seriously

Just finish reading some blogs. I feel so small. I'm not even making any improvements in my life. I know its 2012 and i should lead a better life from now on. But, it looks like i'm not making any effort to improve my style of living :( I know i'm comfortable with everything now because everyone is there for u when u need them. But what if one day, they were all gone? What should i do? Foon Hui Min! Please wake up and come to your senses! The world is not all perfect! You MUST improve. Otherwise, you'll be eliminated by this society! Be more mature! IMPROVE! That's what dad always tell me. I know. That's reality. But its hard. Its hard for everyone. I need more time. I know time waits for no one and i'm not even making an effort to change. I really need to change my mind set. Everyone around me is growing, maturing, becoming a better person. But what am i doing? I'm standing in the old path. Not walking forward. I'm just standing there like an idiot, waiting for a miracle. There is no miracle unless u work hard. This is what i learnt :/ 

Well, i think my relationship with people, obviously my friends are getting bad-er and bad-er. I know there's no such word. I just felt like using it. *sighs* I know its my fault not to mix around more. I know its my fault it became like this. I'm trying to forgive and forget everything. The past. The unhappy times. I wish i can do better. No, i know i can do better! 2012. A brand new year. I'm going to work hard and play hard! :) Yesterday, well. It should be Tuesday. Relatives came to my house. One of them said i was still kiddish :/ I don't wanna be the kiddish hui min. I wanna change! Change to a better person. A more mature thinking person. I don't wanna be the KID in everyone's eyes :/ That phrase, hurt a lot. I'm sorry to say that i can't take it. After hearing that i have no mood to do anything. Is it a NO to be joyful? Is it a NO to make everyone happy? I enjoy making people smile, I enjoy making people laugh, and i enjoy making new friends. But it seems like its impossible :/ I can't be myself in front of anybody anymore. except you :) Thank you for being there for me.

Hmm, looks like i got a lot to complain huh? sorry for that. I just feel like typing everything out. Listening to River flows in you now. What an emo song :) It fits perfectly with my mood now. Thank you yiruma. You've created a great song :)

dusting up!

hey guys! wow, this place is really dusting up! sorry bloggie~ kinda busy with homework and housework >< piles and piles of un-finish housework to do :/ hmm. how i wish i have a robot who cleans everything super clean for me :/ *sighs* anyway, talking about 2012. Its been a great year, 2011. But i hope my 2012 will be better! :D *prays* i hope it wont be end of the world >< Because i haven even went to a real college! D: okay. okay. well, my 2012 have been owh-kay so far. So far so good. Still having some bu shuang-ness but, i'm trying to let go of it :) I noe its quite difficult because its like forgiving a backstabber? tsk tsk. How hard is that!? D: anyways, i will still TRY to be nice. I mean, gaah. u get what i mean. KENE FITNAH LEH! come on. who would like tat -.-

New year new expectation and new surprises! :D i'm so gonna enjoy this year to the max! not forgetting working hard XD okay~ off to do my brain damaging maths! buey buey! enjoy urselves peeps! <3