Prays.

please come back.

依然还是你

This is the song that i've been in love with for this whole week. Its so so sad. Its like what im going through now. Haix. Its so difficult to focus now. Sometimes i really don't understand why people have different thinking. I've prayed everyday that things would go better and all. It did. But its not what i want. I really hope that time can get both of us through this. I really hope that life has a replay, stop and pause button. Atleast i can go back to enjoy the times with him. Atleast i can pause it there and stop the world from turning. Atleast i can fast forward and look into the future. To see what will happen. I know im just imagining but whats wrong? Its call blogging right? My heart really hurts. I hope that everything can go back as normal. Please, I've been praying every minute i think of this. Please. I dun wanna let go. Please don't. Please rethink. Please...

pray. hope.

 i pray every minute just to make miracle. I hope everything will be fine. Hang in there you. You can do it :)

i miss you.

I think about you ever minute. Every second u may say. I feel very heartbroken now. I noe u aint't feeling any better than me. We must go through this together :) But i cant help missing you. Its like a everyday routine. I miss the days when u just text me a good morning, no more good mornings now. My phone isnt vibrating like the way it should. I bet it misses ur messages too :( All of this happens for a reason k? Mum told me that if this is worth it do what you think is right for you :) and i already have my answer. And i noe u noe that answer too :)   Thank you for being there for me when i needed someone. We were best friends, and we can be best friends now. I wont accept the word long term, but for now. Take care k? will text you like always but in a different way. Let everything be bygones. Take care of your family since this is your choice :) and its not a bad choice. It a rational one. if i were u i might do the same thing too. Everything change but i hope the feeling between us will never change. Because we mean a lot to each other. When you're ready come back ok? ugh. My mind cant stop thinking about you! i will miss u like ever, promise me u will too. well, i dont think its the end because every fairy tale ends with a happy ending. I believe that it will be back to normal. Or maybe it will be better :) jia you. No matter what happens i will be there for you. Like always.

Expect the unexpected

Sometimes we cant predict was is gonna happen in the future. I hope i can go through all this. I don't want it to end this way. Its too saddening. Saw a meaningful quote :)

i will remember this, i wanna be stronger. I must persevere. My tears cant stop flowing. Its like a tap water. Since yesterday night, i kept on thinking how am i gonna overcome this? I understand how hard it is to let go. I cant, i really cant. Talked to my girls today. Thank you for being understanding and talked to me on the phone for such a long time. It really made me feel a lot better :) Thank you dears <3 Well, everything will pass right? Am i doing the right thing? Only God knows. I can only hope for the best. I believe i can change the future. I believe every decision i make is for a better future. Hey you. BE STRONG! :) jia you! we can do it. Believe me ;)

Fresh start

Hi peeps! sorry for not updating for a super long time. :)
well, my life has been, hmm. so far so good :D nothing to complain about.
Trying to improve myself and i'm loving it :) cause, this is life rite?
Changing yourself into a better person :)
You don't have to be perfect, just be your life and do the best you can.
Mum talked to me that day. She asked me to work harder in my A levels, she said she has faith in me :) Mum, I love you.
So starting tomorrow, since i'm having my sem break, i'm gonna use this time to catch up.
I hope i can persevere and finish revising all my subjects by next week :)
so i'm not gonna go online(if facebook let me to), if i do i wont even update bloggie coz it'll be the same routine all day long :)
i'll post any interesting this if there is tho :O
oh! Jojo introduced me to a new website today :D its call we<3it .
This website allows you to share pretty photos and pictures to everyone who's using this website :D
Its a lot of fun, this is great for u guys who loves pictures and who loves taking pictures :D
This would give u some idea on the angle of taking pictures for some other people :D
and i'm totally addicted to it!! :D

Well, '' y did i put 'smile' as my display pic?' you ask?
 because i learnt that smiling is important.
To you, to me, to everyone.
Even in out toughest moment.
we should smile, face the problems with courage.
 Cause 'They will pass'' :D
hey jo, if u're reading this. i'm gonna introduce this song that u introduced to me to all my peeps! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOS1GaxqAkI&ob=av2e this is a great song! :D
enjoy! signing off~ <3 nighties everyone~