Expect the unexpected

Sometimes we cant predict was is gonna happen in the future. I hope i can go through all this. I don't want it to end this way. Its too saddening. Saw a meaningful quote :)

i will remember this, i wanna be stronger. I must persevere. My tears cant stop flowing. Its like a tap water. Since yesterday night, i kept on thinking how am i gonna overcome this? I understand how hard it is to let go. I cant, i really cant. Talked to my girls today. Thank you for being understanding and talked to me on the phone for such a long time. It really made me feel a lot better :) Thank you dears <3 Well, everything will pass right? Am i doing the right thing? Only God knows. I can only hope for the best. I believe i can change the future. I believe every decision i make is for a better future. Hey you. BE STRONG! :) jia you! we can do it. Believe me ;)

Fresh start

Hi peeps! sorry for not updating for a super long time. :)
well, my life has been, hmm. so far so good :D nothing to complain about.
Trying to improve myself and i'm loving it :) cause, this is life rite?
Changing yourself into a better person :)
You don't have to be perfect, just be your life and do the best you can.
Mum talked to me that day. She asked me to work harder in my A levels, she said she has faith in me :) Mum, I love you.
So starting tomorrow, since i'm having my sem break, i'm gonna use this time to catch up.
I hope i can persevere and finish revising all my subjects by next week :)
so i'm not gonna go online(if facebook let me to), if i do i wont even update bloggie coz it'll be the same routine all day long :)
i'll post any interesting this if there is tho :O
oh! Jojo introduced me to a new website today :D its call we<3it .
This website allows you to share pretty photos and pictures to everyone who's using this website :D
Its a lot of fun, this is great for u guys who loves pictures and who loves taking pictures :D
This would give u some idea on the angle of taking pictures for some other people :D
and i'm totally addicted to it!! :D

Well, '' y did i put 'smile' as my display pic?' you ask?
 because i learnt that smiling is important.
To you, to me, to everyone.
Even in out toughest moment.
we should smile, face the problems with courage.
 Cause 'They will pass'' :D
hey jo, if u're reading this. i'm gonna introduce this song that u introduced to me to all my peeps! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOS1GaxqAkI&ob=av2e this is a great song! :D
enjoy! signing off~ <3 nighties everyone~

hehe

sorry u guys, forgotten bloggie for like, a week? hehe, i don't have the time to update bloggie not to say homework -.- Its already end of febuary, i hope i do well in A2. AS results sucks to the max man. *sighs* i wish i can be a super intelligent genius who knows everything cause i dun like people to look down on me. :( if u're me u'll understand how i feel. Sometimes people talk w/o sticking their tongue in their brains -.- haix. i will work hard this year. ok, i said that a lot of times n its not proven yet. -.- jia you la haiya!

:D

really happy today :) 

practically one of the best days of my life!! :D 

Hope good days will still come :)

Another wonderful year!

Hey guys! i'm going to update about my cny this year ;) how was ur dragon year? Has it been great? mine was quite ok. Altho its a little disappointing but still. I'm satisfied :D didnt went anywhere except relatives house :) i wanna go bainian!!! okok. i'm being stupid. anyways, bought a lot of new year T this year! But i only got the chance to wear 3 sets of them ><  gawwd. But its ok :)

So this is how my journey started. Woke up early in the morning and off we went to Yong Peng. A small city full with 'ren qing wei' :D we went to my uncle's shop. Its going to be demolish soon, so i took some pictures there! :D its a kampung. nice. u cant find this in a city like Jb ;)

kampung rite? its like everyone is enjoying life :D btw. they don't wear helmets when they're on their motor XDD after that,  we went to Port Dickson straight. when we reach there we had a bowl of cooling ice kacang and cendol. Oh! and rojak! XD

nom nom nom. This is how my fat started to grow on me >< they were the first dish i had XD after that, we went to mama's house. :D my cousins were there! Oh how i missed them :) Altho we don't meet that often, but we never run out of topics to talk about ;D Went to the beach after that! ;D took some pictures on the way! :D show u my pretty cousin sis!

we went to the beach to feel the sea breeze. Ah, its so refreshing :)

Its really really hot. We ate ice cream and the ice cream melted in seconds! i don't even have time to really taste my chocolate coated ice-cream :( oh well~~

my cousin bro soaking his feet in the cooling sea water ;D

nice huh? :) love the beach there!

little cousin bro observing the white smooth sand XD

after being under the sun for several hours. We went back to mama's house and have a yummy yummy tuan yuan fan! :D

 teehee!! yum yum yum!!

ok. After ALL the food, everyone watched tv, good for digestion XD NOT! Next up! firecrackers time!!! too bad i didnt get to take a picture of the pretty C-N-Y word we did :/ but atleast i was in that process XD

 to end my blog, i found this! dunno wat is it tho -.- wanna guess? :D
im gonna update bloggie real soon! bye peeps! signing off~

Grow up, seriously

Just finish reading some blogs. I feel so small. I'm not even making any improvements in my life. I know its 2012 and i should lead a better life from now on. But, it looks like i'm not making any effort to improve my style of living :( I know i'm comfortable with everything now because everyone is there for u when u need them. But what if one day, they were all gone? What should i do? Foon Hui Min! Please wake up and come to your senses! The world is not all perfect! You MUST improve. Otherwise, you'll be eliminated by this society! Be more mature! IMPROVE! That's what dad always tell me. I know. That's reality. But its hard. Its hard for everyone. I need more time. I know time waits for no one and i'm not even making an effort to change. I really need to change my mind set. Everyone around me is growing, maturing, becoming a better person. But what am i doing? I'm standing in the old path. Not walking forward. I'm just standing there like an idiot, waiting for a miracle. There is no miracle unless u work hard. This is what i learnt :/ 

Well, i think my relationship with people, obviously my friends are getting bad-er and bad-er. I know there's no such word. I just felt like using it. *sighs* I know its my fault not to mix around more. I know its my fault it became like this. I'm trying to forgive and forget everything. The past. The unhappy times. I wish i can do better. No, i know i can do better! 2012. A brand new year. I'm going to work hard and play hard! :) Yesterday, well. It should be Tuesday. Relatives came to my house. One of them said i was still kiddish :/ I don't wanna be the kiddish hui min. I wanna change! Change to a better person. A more mature thinking person. I don't wanna be the KID in everyone's eyes :/ That phrase, hurt a lot. I'm sorry to say that i can't take it. After hearing that i have no mood to do anything. Is it a NO to be joyful? Is it a NO to make everyone happy? I enjoy making people smile, I enjoy making people laugh, and i enjoy making new friends. But it seems like its impossible :/ I can't be myself in front of anybody anymore. except you :) Thank you for being there for me.

Hmm, looks like i got a lot to complain huh? sorry for that. I just feel like typing everything out. Listening to River flows in you now. What an emo song :) It fits perfectly with my mood now. Thank you yiruma. You've created a great song :)

dusting up!

hey guys! wow, this place is really dusting up! sorry bloggie~ kinda busy with homework and housework >< piles and piles of un-finish housework to do :/ hmm. how i wish i have a robot who cleans everything super clean for me :/ *sighs* anyway, talking about 2012. Its been a great year, 2011. But i hope my 2012 will be better! :D *prays* i hope it wont be end of the world >< Because i haven even went to a real college! D: okay. okay. well, my 2012 have been owh-kay so far. So far so good. Still having some bu shuang-ness but, i'm trying to let go of it :) I noe its quite difficult because its like forgiving a backstabber? tsk tsk. How hard is that!? D: anyways, i will still TRY to be nice. I mean, gaah. u get what i mean. KENE FITNAH LEH! come on. who would like tat -.-

New year new expectation and new surprises! :D i'm so gonna enjoy this year to the max! not forgetting working hard XD okay~ off to do my brain damaging maths! buey buey! enjoy urselves peeps! <3