Where's my future? =(

Where is my future? i really wanna know... nursing, dentistry or business management? 

please_ tell me where to go_which one to choose_

i hate this feeling_ its nt waiting for open day in secondary school anymore

everything changed_ i'm going for college 

i'm scared_

scared to think of anything_ 

i just want to enjoy my holidays_

i don't want to think so much at the moment but_

time doesn't wait_ i have to move on_

Today!

i'm gonna sit down and think!

my future_ 

i want a nice and perfect future_

God, please help me with this_ i really Need it_

i wonder. i imagine. i think

what?

what would i be in the future?

i'm totally aimless_