E.M.O

i dont feel like myself these days_

what am i thinking about?? *headache*

having a great life in renaissance college!! 

the college is just... GREAT! =D

times just flies.. 

to think about it.. i'm already in college..

when my relatives ask what am i doing now..

A-levels! tht's what i'm doing =)

we did an experiment for both bio and chemistry!

this is the first time i c a NEW and i mean BRAND NEW wire gauze! xD

learned how to turn on the bunsen burner and all..

feels good nt to rely on people anymore =D

but too bad i failed all the experiments =.=

but my brain finally worked!!! i completed my math in just 2 hrs! *grinning*

but i'm not feeling quite happy these days... 

i cant find the real me..

what came over me? i really wanna noe TT

feeling unlike myself these days =(

sometimes, i just sit down and think.. think of my future, my life and so on..

but, there aint any conclusion to that.. 

i want a life! a happy one to be exact =)

yea...

but,

i want a lappy of my own...

i'm already 18..

please, give me just a little freedom =(