Contradiction -.-

owh kay, so maybe i just posted some stress free thing yesterday. But i'm eff-ing stressed up today! gawd. Some people just dunno when to grow up! Do the stuff u wanna do yourself! why do u need to bother other people?! maybe i'm included in the group, but does it always have to be me? should i always be the one taking the responsibility? You say u wanted to come out. I was okay with it. But what respond have you given me? Think about it.

I spent so much time, money and patience to make this a success. But is that the attitude i get in repay? You're 18, I'm 18. Everyone has their own life now. We're not in primary school anymore. We have our own things to do, Our own things to complete. Please don't act like u cared. You and your vulgarity. Please change. I hope for the better.

sighs. sorry for all that. was frustrated :/ well.  talk about something happy :) guess what dad say? He finally agreed to buy me a new guitar. THE WHITE ONE! oh my gosh! Thank you daddy :) love u much! <3