Friday, December 16, 2011

I think I'm ok but..


I'm just a normal 18 year old girl with normal 18 year old problems. Sometimes i really don't understand what you're thinking, what really is going on in your mind. You can be so kind and out of a sudden, i see THIS. darn! I've already told you long ago that i HATE it when you knock on the door too hard. The sound just irritates me! and why do you always repeat it? You sat i'm inorganized. Look in the mirror honey. You almost the same. Can't you talk to me in a nicer tone? I thought you changed but. This is what i see. I hate the old you! Why are you back?! Why are you making my life so difficult!? Why should you pick on me! on everything!!! huh?! why?! Is it because I'm useless? If you hate me so much why don't you just kill me before i was even born?! I'm not contributing, I'm not a good friend, I'm not a good student, I'm not a good daughter. I'm practically nothing.

2 comments:

Leong Wei Jien said...

Yes you are a good one. Hope you're okay!:)

Jolin said...

Hey.. who said anything about you are not good? You know, sometimes parents do that. Give them some time alright dear? I'm not saying you should ignore them.. but, you know, try to cope with them.. they don't live forever to do that, do they dear..? :) love them. -jojo