Sometimes.

Sometimes, when you're sad you don't feel like doing anything.

Sometimes, when you're sad u just sit there and let tears drop.

Sometimes when you're sad you just wanna be alone.

Sometimes when you're sad just don't feel like talking to anybody.

Sometimes sitting alone and listening to the music just soothes your mood.

Sometimes.. its good to be alone. away from all the noise.

People say their afraid to be too happy today because they know they'll sure be sad tomorrow.

I don't know about them but i don't think that way though.

Just try to be happy everyday :) 

Cause 笑也是一天，哭也是一天 :)

Make Up Work Shop by Kanebo

Hi guys! went for a make up work shop with mommy today! Its a product mommy's been using for like a year? She puts masks for like, every night. *applause* i know i cant XD but the results are wonderful!

Well. went for its workshop today, Kanebo- a japanese company, produces the best silk :)  this is the results of using their product!

this is an non edited photo ;)
oh! my head is in an awkward position but this is the best pic i can get -.- well... erm... like tht lo XD end of post! byebye! :D

Heartfelt words.

i seriously don't know why am i doing here. blogging again apparently. gaaah. I feel so complicated. I know i wanna leave, but when the days being at JB gets lesser i feel so empty. I don't wanna live a lonely life there. i really can't imagine what it would be like to be there... alone. without anyone anymore. Well, some people may say, 'come on, its just KL, just buy a ticket and off u go back home'. I know im not going to a far off place. I know im still in malaysia but why am i feeling so upset? I don't know. will anybody miss me after i leave? I know some will :) especially my prinzies, huiyun and hueiyee. Because they have always made my day :)

Whenever i'm sad or im down i will just give a call to huiyun, we always chatted till our credits went zero. I will really dearly miss those days. When i'm confused and feel like talking to someone, i know who to call, jojo :) She's always the BIG SISTER. she will always come bringing desserts to my hse, she's the person who always inspire me of doing a lot of things ;) Hueiyee, although we don't meet up quite often but you're always included in my bestie list, we seldom meet up but we never had an 'awkward moment' we share everything to each other. You always give me advice on doing this and that *i tot that was suppose to be my job* but... she did it awesomely :D Last but not least, this particular girl. We've known each other for like forever! She's the kid where i will always pop by her house. i will miss popping by your house every now and then. People! u made my life great! You guys filled the blank pages of my colouring book :) I love u guys <3 u will always be missed :) I will just miss everything we did when im in jb. I will miss that whenever i need someone to talk to i can just pick up my phone and call or i'll just crawl over her house and have a good chat. no more, no more all this. I'm gonna live a new life. Walking to an unfamiliar path alone.

I will appreciate the times we've spent together. All my friends :) good luck in your studies.

Getting ready.

I'm really going off soon. Geez, i sound like i'm going to another world or something. hahahahaha! stupid me, its just KL XD but it feel like leaving a place i have lived for such a long time. I know, compared to people who went overseas this is like a small case to them. But everyone have different views right? Well, i'm gonna be a sponge! i'm gonna learn as much as i can. I shall learn those things that i have no chance to learn. I wanna do this, I wanna do that. But do i have the time?

This time round, i've already made the decision to not be look down by others. I must live my life with the confidence I have last time. I don't like being looked down and all. So yea, i'm gonna change the old me to a better me! :) Good luck new me, hello new life! i'm gonna play hard work hard! oh yea!

Leaving Soon.

I really never thought that i will be leaving so soon. I'm going to say good bye to J.B soon enough. Before all this i kept on saying that i wanna leave this place and start a life on my own. I never thought that i will miss this place so so much. If u ask me if i cried, Yes i did. I admit it. I will really miss all this. The life that i have been so comfortable with for such a long period of time. Its time. Time for me to go for my dreams. Time for me to spread my wings and fly. 

Narcissism much? yea. this post is most likely about me, i guess. Im really nervous right now. I was the one who graduate without any real plans on my mind and yet, i would be the first one to leave the city. How i missed the days when i was in my uniform.

ahh yes, that life. I will never forget that life i once had. Made so many friends in the process of growing. I admit i've wasted 1 and a half years, searching for myself. Searching for something. I think i've found that something. That reason to study hard. A friend of mine told me 'Its not about u can or cannot, you should ask yourself you want or not'. That really made sense. I was searching for the 'kit' to study for 1 and a half years. After graduating, after all that has happened, It really made me grow a lot more mature. I'm quite happy for that. I think that explains 'everything happens for a reason' quote :)

I hope i will have a great life there. I wanna learn to be independent. Because i realise that you cannot depend on a person for the rest of your life. Be the person who people can depend on. That's a successful person. :) 

I will do my best! :)