Leaving Soon.

I really never thought that i will be leaving so soon. I'm going to say good bye to J.B soon enough. Before all this i kept on saying that i wanna leave this place and start a life on my own. I never thought that i will miss this place so so much. If u ask me if i cried, Yes i did. I admit it. I will really miss all this. The life that i have been so comfortable with for such a long period of time. Its time. Time for me to go for my dreams. Time for me to spread my wings and fly. 

Narcissism much? yea. this post is most likely about me, i guess. Im really nervous right now. I was the one who graduate without any real plans on my mind and yet, i would be the first one to leave the city. How i missed the days when i was in my uniform.

ahh yes, that life. I will never forget that life i once had. Made so many friends in the process of growing. I admit i've wasted 1 and a half years, searching for myself. Searching for something. I think i've found that something. That reason to study hard. A friend of mine told me 'Its not about u can or cannot, you should ask yourself you want or not'. That really made sense. I was searching for the 'kit' to study for 1 and a half years. After graduating, after all that has happened, It really made me grow a lot more mature. I'm quite happy for that. I think that explains 'everything happens for a reason' quote :)

I hope i will have a great life there. I wanna learn to be independent. Because i realise that you cannot depend on a person for the rest of your life. Be the person who people can depend on. That's a successful person. :) 

I will do my best! :)